Sunday, 17 July 2016

Wedding Update

**Beware- rant ahead!!**

I'm getting so stressed about our wedding! It's like nothing is coming together and I'm finding it really difficult to decide where (and when) we should get married.

I stepped into this having a vision in my head of how our wedding will be.
Just us.
No fuss.
Oh boy! That vision is now way off course.

I hate how everyone is saying that it's 'our special day'. To me it seems like a day of stress! It also appears to be all about the Bride, and how she looks, and how well she's planned the day, and how organised she is, and how nice the food is, and how great the venue looks . Well, that's what I've started to notice anyway.

It seems to be all about the dress, the food, the drink. I'm seriously dreading the posey photos where I'll be hanging off Chris' neck like a monkey.  You know, the typical couple poses that make you cringe.... I just don't get it! It's just not us!

I also hate being center of attention, so having a wedding where it's all eyes on me is REALLY daunting. Literally to the point of calling the whole thing off. I mean, I get the sweats just thinking about walking up the isle! I'm really worried I'm not going to be able to handle it and that I'll crumble at the last hurdle.

I guess I could stop putting pressure on myself but I want everything to be handmade, so it's going to be a long, slow road ahead of me!

Do you have any tips to help me keep my cool?

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